| Age | 37 years |
| Date of Birth | 8/1970 |
| Date of Death | 5/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,336 since 05/07/2008 |
| Creator |
Katie
Died 28.05.2008
My darling sister
She died from a broken heart and has left so many of us broken hearted.
My baby sis each and every day is harder without you but I know that you would just so be saying "life goes on" but you see it dosent, if that was the case you would still be here . Remember your other saying "Life is what you make it". Oh my baby sis why didn't you make it? Why did you let that overwhelming love for another take such a strong hold of you when we so could have held you tighter? It is my fault of course I know that and have to except that I should have been there for you and am sooo sorry that I wasnt. My Angel I love you and always will. Bri xxxxxxxxxxx
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If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
And pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
That I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
And call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
So I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
To stop and say "I love you,"
Instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
So I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
To make up for an oversight,
And we always get a second chance
To make everything just right.
There will always be another day
To say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
To say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
And today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
And I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
Young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
You get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
Why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
You'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
For a smile, a hug, or a kiss
And you were too busy to grant someone,
What turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
And whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
And that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
You'll have no regrets about today.
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...........Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
.....….Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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Life is still continuing
It all seems very wrong
How am I supposed to live
When I'm not that very strong?
I often sit and question
Why you went away
Recalling every moment
Of that dreadful day
My heart is constantly longing
My arms are open wide
Just wishing for one second
To have you by my side
You see I still question
Why you left that day
Constantly trying to tell myself
You haven't gone away
I love you xxx
♥
11TH AUGUST 2009
GOOD MORNING SWEET ANGEL.
A loving gift of Rose's, just one can say it all,
To stand upon time's table, until the petals fall,
To draw the sun of morning, but no more to feel the dew,
On the other side of rose's,
I hurt from losing you.
On the other side of rose's with broken dreams and tears,
Not a shadow of despair, to recall, the precious years,
Alive I seen a rose in you, and feel your memory true,
On the other side of rose's,
My life I shared with you.
With petals gone to fade away, but leave sweet memories,
A velvet touch straight from the heart,
With love shown for me,
As shadows pass with setting sun,
There will forever be,
On the other side of rose's,
Your loving memory.
BY Billy M. Smallwood.
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Bri and katie
Both your Angel day's have been and gone.I am so sorry I missed both of them. As I am sure you both know I really haven't been at all well - I bet you are both laughing at me for being, what I would like to class as 'ill' rather than sectioned. I just cannont believe that happened to me!
Do I feel better? well of couse not, how could I?
I love and miss you both just soooooooo much.
As always I LOVE YOU xxxxx
~~~~~ 1ST ANGEL ANNIVERSARY ~~~~~
Thinking of you today Brian & hoping you're together with your beloved sister Katie. Please stay close to your darling Karen & your lovely girls who will love & miss you forever. Sleep tight both of you, god bless you ALL X
Bri
I honestly didn't think life could get any worse but it did on Saturday, Valentine's day oh Bri the memories, the longing and the just pure and total feeling of loss was over whelming I could hardly breath. I kept it together until Cal went out I had to. He didn't want to go out and leave me but I think he realised I needed to be alone and he needed to be with Chels too he has seen too much sadness in such a short space of time. Oh Bri how I sobbed once he had gone out, I went to bed and just hugged your pillow and haven't put it down since I have taken a weeks leave just really can't cope anymore. My days are just so empty I really don't know what to do anymore. I hate living in this shell - the shell that once was a human being that had everything and now.....
There was so much I still had to learn from you,the compassion you felt for everyone, your ability to have the right words no matter what the situation your courage and strength to face whatever life threw at you, the way you just made everything okay.
Oh Bri why??????????????????????????????????????????
Why oh why? You know I don't even get to see your girls now please, please know how hard I have fought for that right but apparently I don't have any rights, you would have known what to do and I so feel like I have let you down there maybe I should get a different solicitor but have been told it wouldn't make any difference. Oh I don't know maybe it is for the best I am such a wreck anyway!
I feel so inadequate my poor 'baby' Cal he is hurting so badly, even more so with the recent loss of his beloved Gramps yet everyday he tries to comfort me
this is not right it should be the other way round but I .....
Oh Bri I.... what I don't know have become so wrapped up in my own little world that I can't even let my own son in?
Please give me some strength Bri even a dream would be something I love you and won't ever stop doing that.xxxxxxxxx Until xxxxxxxxxxxx
My love to Katie as always xxx
thinking of you katie and bri.xxx
Just letting you know I was here
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to leave my love xxxxxxxx
It has just been so hard this year. Just so empty how did this happen? I love you with all my being. Christmas has come and gone and now a 'New Year' is approaching, I dont want that New Year - I don't want anything other than what I cant have. Bri let me wake up in the morning in your arms PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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